.:NeW rEsOLuTiOn:.

In performing our prayer, we must make sure that our intention is absolutely lillahita'ala. When I performed qiam, I find that my mind and my heart keeps focusing on your aim in doing this prayer, plus my heart keeps asking myself; why do you perform this qiam??? As to answer the question, I intend to perform this prayer as to increase my ibadah as my good deed can only be counted by hands, my daily good deed is so poor and probably would not be accepted by ALLAH due to my arrogance and riak, astaghfirullahal'azim, my heart is so black and dirty that can only be cleaned by doing solat taubah and also repent nasuha in front of ALLAH for all the wrongdoings that have been done throughout my lifetime. That was also one of the answers; why I performed qiam. And suddenly I realized that I always neglect the quality of my fardhu solah. Hence, I decided to resolute that every time when I perform my solah, I will remind myself non-stop that right now I am presenting something really special to ALLAH; my gift, my assessment, my presence, and the most important thing, my heart towards ALLAH. By focusing my body and mind with this resolution, I find it when my mind started to deviate from my prayer, it is much more easier for me to drag my mind back to my concentration in prayer. So, chaiyok NAD!!!!! Fighting!!!!!!!!! Your life is not about doing your uni course assessment, the assessment as a Muslimah, it matters too, OBVIOUSLY+DEFINITELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!